Weapon Degradation In Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild


I usually detest weapon degredation in games. I understand and appreciate the general conceit around it: ideally, it discourages hoarding and anxieties around permanence and ownership, it encourages experimenting with different weapons rather than sticking to ones the player knows, it can create interesting and tense situations that force players to improvise and use everything available to them.

Ideally. In execution, it’s usually at best a distraction or an exercise in frustration.

Breath of the Wild is the first game I’ve played in which I not only didn’t outright hate weapon degradation, but loved it! It felt intuitive and seamless within the rules of the game’s world. It felt like it genuinely and spectacularly achieved those previously mentioned aims. 

It’s due to several factors. First: BOTW’s world physics are clearly communicated and consistent across all objects. Everything is equivalent, there is generally not an illogical hieararchy of interactivity and systems. If I can set this piece of wood on fire, why not this other piece? Therefore, you can apply these rules to weapons. A Bokoblin club is not just a club, it is wooden, thus you can set it on fire and it becomes a flame-based blunt weapon. That’s cool!!!

It’s a gentle, enthusiastic, and positive encouragment of experimentation. What can I do with these weapons, how do they interact with the rest of the world? It makes -sense- that weapons degrade or can be adapted into other kinds of objects because they inhabit the world as much as anything else.

It also keeps ‘weaker’ weapons useful in certain contexts. At the beginning of BOTW, you’ve got a tree branch. By the end, I at least had 20-25 slots filled with all sorts of crazy spears, swords, clubs, boomerangs, axes, etc. made of a variety of materials such as steel, wood, and bone. In a thunderstorm, a wooden or bone weapon is essential for your safety. If you need wood for kindling, a basic axe is the most efficient in terms of time, effort, and weapon longevity. A club on fire can be used to light dry grass to create an updraft, and so on. Nothing completely loses its value, both as weapon and as a tool within a living world. BOTW encourages you to revisit things you may have thought you ‘moved on’ from. It still has value, only what that means has changed.

BOTW is downright the most cinematic game I’ve ever played. The only ones that come close are Proteus and 30 Flights of Loving. What these three games have in common is not cutscenes, wrestling control from the player, or big, scripted setpieces, but a masterful understanding of lighting, framing, and how to use music to create moments that are emotionally meaningful and personal. Proteus dredges up the vaguely foreboding mystery and wonder of 70s sci-fi, 30 Flights throws you into the best chase scenes from spy films, and BOTW feels like the best sort of Ghibli flight of fancy.

BOTW has damn good music and flowing, beautiful environments that all lend their strength towards combat that feels like living through a recitation of Greek myth. Fights in BOTW aren’t just a numbers game: they demand your attention, keeping you focused on so many elements at once in a way that’s not overwhelming, but rather thrilling. One, of course, is weapon degredation. A weapon breaking isn’t just loss, it presents an opportunity. When you strike an enemy or toss a weapon at them that’s about to break, the damage inflicted doubles and may also stun them. When to break a weapon then becomes a tactical decision and can turn the tide on a battle. It keeps every encounter exciting and tense and active.

Also: there’s just so many dang weapons lying around! I was never left wanting for a way to beat up a monster. Weapon degradation sucks when you’re just trying to have a weapon at all, but I always had some way to replace broken weapons. Maybe not always what I was hoping for, but again, everything’s useful and lends towards emergent moments that could be inventive, thrilling, or even funny in what ends up happening. Everything is an opportunity, and that’s what Breath of the Wild ends up evoking even through breaking your pointy sticks. Opportunity.


Digimon Adventure and the Internet

So I’m only about halfway through my rewatch of Digimon Adventure 01 but watching it now, as an adult that grew up through the internet, it feels like so much more is coming to the forefront that Mamoru Hosoda (Summer Wars, Wolf Children, the upcoming The Boy and the Beast) wanted to communicate. Probably the most important episode in the series, the one which acts as the entire thesis of the series, and the one I want to focus on here, is episode 21, ‘Home Away From Home’, which was actually directed by Hosoda himself, who also directed the movies Digimon Adventure and Our War Game!

Episode 21 makes direct allusions to the first movie (which acted as a series pilot), both in Kairi’s debut in the tv series and through Hosoda’s powerful and iconic visual style. The sudden and drastic jump in animation quality is actually a bit jarring, but ends up working towards emphasizing the differences between the ‘digital world’ and the ‘real world’. The colour palette usually used in the series is typical, highly saturated, and cartoonlike.

With E21, Hosoda creates strong visual contrasts. The colour palette has been significantly muted, using colder colours and sharp lighting to create emotional separation and tension. Taichi has been flung back into the real world, and is taken aback by the, ironically enough, unreality of it. Does he return to help his friends in the digital world? Does he stay here at home? What responsibilities does he have towards himself and others?

I say E21 is the thesis of the series because it most directly confronts what previous episodes consider for a few minutes at best: what does it mean to be a person in digital contexts? How do our bodies relate to online communication, and what responsibilities do we retain?

Here, in 2016, we’re still figuring out how to combat online harassment. Our technologies are not neutral–Twitter’s weak blocking/reporting functions, for instance, are directly political because they value profit and brand engagement over providing protections for those most likely to be harassed (women, LGBT+ people, people of colour, etc). I don’t know if Digimon Adventure 01, having premiered in 1999, was the first series to consider the internet’s growing importance and impact, but it’s certainly impressive how it does it within the context of a children’s show.

That’s Adventure 01‘s greatest strength, really. It used the template of the Monster Collection genre to hone in on the personal stories of its characters and the impact of their interpersonal conflicts and relationships. The titular Digimon are ciphers for personal development. An example: Matt, the Cool Kid, the Lone Wolf, the kid who martyrs and burdens himself to protect his brother, develops a stronger sense of love, empathy, and self-care through Gabumon. The latter’s patience and compassion teaches Matt balance, and what friendship truly entails: loving relationships that empower everyone involved.

Returning to E21: Adventure 01 and Hosoda took the internet seriously. They took online relationships seriously. The digital world and the real world are layered over each other, inseparable and intricately tied together. Our actions online have impact in our day-to-day lives. Like the cartoony colour palette of the previous 20 episodes, and the subsequent return to that palette after Tai and Koramon return to File Island, the structures of our internet abodes work to create a sense of play, of unreality, and freedom from consequence. Logging out and returning to the “real world” can be a surreal experience that we have to reconcile to make peace with ourselves.

Digimon, as a franchise, started off as a humble spin-off of the Tamagotchi. These were virtual pets that you fed, trained, cleaned, and played with. They were fake, simply a few kilobytes and pixels. But like our Tamagotchis, our Neopets, and so on, their emotional impact was real. We bonded with them, assigned them value, mourned our losses. “Realness” is irrelevant. We behave in accordance. We reach our Ultimate potential through love and compassion and patience and a will to understand. We take each other seriously.


So Lulu Blue, a friend and game dev I truly admire, made this post today about their relationship with games and mental illness, particularly borderline personality disorder. It’s an illness I share with them, and I found myself deeply relating to a lot of what they wrote. So I wanted to share some of my own experiences.

I deal with depression and anxiety, physical disability due to chronic pain, all on top of borderline (hereafter referred to at BPD). My BPD makes my relationships and sense of self really unstable, with horrid bouts of paranoia, sudden mood swings, and no idea of who or where I am or how I relate to others.

Critically, a lot of things that I would normally detest in video games offer me a sense of comfort, control, and most importantly–stability. In Mass Effect or Dragon Age, I can pretend that I have choices, some modicum of agency, that what I do matters in this world and deeply impacts others. I can build relationships with these characters that are predictable and don’t feed into my paranoia. I can form a sense of self through Shepard, through the Inquisitor, even if only a temporary one.

One thing especially that I wanted to emphasize is the difference between embodying someone in the first-person as opposed to third-person. I find myself more grounded in the latter. Perhaps first-person is still too close, or the odd perspective, the ‘floatyness’ of these abstract bodies resembles too much the feelings of disassociation. I get overwhelmed, I fling the camera around, often get lost in my environment in ways I never do when playing a third-person game such as, say, Tomb Raider.

The kineaesthetics (er, ‘game feel’) of these games, which have solid shooting or a pleasant, ‘real’ weight to their motion and pacing offer a point in time and space that I can attach myself to and stay grounded within. I have a defined body I can place relative to an environment, and the importance of that can’t be understated. Saints Row 4 is a game I adore simply for its character customization. It’s a silly game, but it’s all about embodiment and power in a relatively safe arena of exploration.

And look, sorry, I can’t not bring up Fallout: New Vegas and Fallout 4 and their intense levels of micromanagement. It’s a magical, beautiful thing for a messy, erratic brain like my own. Lulu brings up ‘identityless’ games, those that focus more on management and abstract ideas. These are fantastic, and while Fallout is very much not one of them, the series ends up producing the same results for me.

Immersion, a trance state, the zone, whatever you wish to call it–losing yourself positively rather than negatively like in an episode of mania or disassociation is some great self-care. Similarly to ASMR, these kinds of games are repetitive, but ask enough engagement that they end up being therapeutic. It’s in this context that, while traditional Gamers might praise FO4’s ‘hardcore’ness, I instead indulge its gentle qualities, its quieter moments of exploration and settlement building.

These are all singular experiences, which is crucial for a person with BPD–at least for me. I’m pretty isolated, my need for attention and approval require some kind of fulfillment, but online interaction, counterintuively to what many other people experience, only stresses me out and worsens my anxiety. So having these worlds to myself, that I can express myself in at my own pace, are critical. I have to echo Lulu in saying I couldn’t survive without these works, however clumsy they may be.

Start Off The Year Right: Games Of 2015

I hate endings. They’re mostly never good. So, you know, forget about that. Instead of doing a list of games to signal the end of this pretty awful year, I’m going to take those same games and say, hey, if you haven’t gotten around to playing these, maybe you should try ’em out in the new year. They’re kinda neat.

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